I just needed to let you know. over the past couple months, I relapsed. I looked at some things I shouldn't have, on google maps of all places. I lied to my wife. she found out today. what a wonderful Christmas present I've given her. I am an a******. I am a lie. I destroy everything I touch. so my wife and I are separating tomorrow. the sad thing is that once again, it wasn't that I looked anything up, it was that I lied about it. all I had to do was tell her the truth. let that be a lesson to the rest of you.
